oh boy, totally just remembered i had this thing!

have since finished out the job in northern VA, went home, worked retail for a little while and am now working as a nanny again in virginia (hampton roads area this time) as a nanny for another set of twins, girls this time. very much enjoy my position here, i make great money and my bosses are fabulous, but at the end of july i'll be moving back to north carolina to go to college! very exciting for me.

it's amazing how different families are in their attitudes and their routines, makes me wonder what my own will be like, if i ever choose to have one. working with children so intimately, even with a great family like this, has really pushed me to question if i want to bring any of my own into the world. life is so short in the scheme of things, and i think i might just want to live it for me and do exactly what i want to do with it and not have to worry about fitting in more human beings. also considering how the environment is going into the toilet and overpopulation becoming an issue, i actually think it's a little irresponsible to have kids, ESPECIALLY more than one, so.. we'll see. perhaps i'll meet the man of my dreams and want nothing more than to create life with him, but i sorta doubt it. only time will tell!